Where's the Rubbers, Who's Got the Rubbers? I Noticed There's So Many of Them and There's Really Not That Many of Us.

Now here we go.
I have mainly one thing I want to talk about, cause it's been on my mind a lot lately.

I'm not going to blame it all on Rory, cause obvs, that'd be ridic.
But I am going to say that some of my relationship problems did come from him.
After all, I did wait til eighth grade to date, and he was my first boyfriend..
and not to be mean, but he wasn't the best boyfriend.
A few weeks after we started dating was the first time I had ever made a mark on my skin.
It makes me so worried in relationships now. Like I worry about everything.
And that makes me a horrible girlfriend.
I don't even like dating. I'd rather be single any day then be in a relationship.
I also have a problem with being too picky.
While watching Anastasia last night, my mom goes "If you think you're going to find a guy like Dimitri, think again."
And yeah, obviously, he's a fictional character. He's made to always be nice and cute in a cheesy kind of way. But still, is there anyone out there even a little like him? Maybe?
I know, I'm about as ridiculous as it gets.
But you all still love me, right?

Speaking of Rory the retard..
Today in history class he like pulls his sweatshirt half way up so you could see his skin.
He was claiming he had to do that to get a pencil out of his pocket. But srsly, the sweatshirt needs to be half way up his body?
So I'm like "Keep your clothes on."
And he's like, "Hahaaha. Nevermind, I'm not going to say it."
So I'm like "Ok"
and He goes "Haha, It's not like you haven't seen it."
Like. What. The. Fuck.
Just. Shut. Up.
S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y
I hate some people, like the one's I want to get hit by a bus.. but hey, that's a different story.

We had a sub in HTML class today. So I finished my work early then did all my work for keyboarding class. So seventh period, which I thought would be 43 minutes of boringness, actually turned out fun.
I spent the whole time applying to get information from colleges I like. Specifically Wayne State University, Naugatuck Valley Community College and Bridgewater State College.
I reallly want to get into Wayne State, but at the same time Bridgewater is closer and offers the same things. There's still a lot more colleges for me to look at though.

I'm going. No homework so maybe I'll watch House? or Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory. They're all waiting for me on DVR, ha.

xoxo<3