With my obsession with blogging, I really have no secrets anymore.
Pretty much all of them go into here, and if they don't, Lindsey knows them.
I don't know how I feel about that..
I mean, I blog to relieve stress and anger, or to relax, or just for something I can look back on in the future to be like "wow, I've changed."
But by doing that, I'm telling everyone everything about me.
Like stuff they can hold over my head, or laugh at, or judge me for.
I know that there is four people who have and might still read my blogs, them being: Lindsey, Tyler, Nick, and Carissa.
They know all my secrets and I'm happy that they found out most of them a while ago, and they were able to ask questions or talk to me about stuff.
But then there are people like Beka, who talk about making a blogger.
And she really doesn't know anything about me.
Should I be worried? I mean, I trust the people who know everything about me. They were the four I trusted the most, (well, remember I said were) and if people from school start reading my stuff, it'll get around. I'm sure of it.
Oh the joys of high school.
I want to be open in my blogs, and tell the truth.
But am I setting myself up for disaster? Will this all come back to bite me?
I've been doubting myself so much lately.
I really don't know how I feel about anything anymore.
And I kind of pretty much hate it.
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