I started writing it on Saturday then planned on finishing it but never did. And now I want to start a new one, so I posted the other with Saturday's date.
There's one thing I've been thinking about a lot, and I mean, I really have no reason to think about it, but yet, I do.
How could you date someone while you like someone else?
I mean, is it easy for people who aren't, me?
When I dated Justin last year for the week or whatever it was til I was like "I don't think it's working..", all I kept thinking of was 'What if I had told Kevin I liked him, and something had come from it?' or 'What if I ever meet this Nick kid and something comes from that?'
Like, I mean.. isn't it just hard? Like you can't put all your likingness (the ability to like? i don't know) into the person you're dating if you like someone else, right?
I don't know. I mean, well, I know what made me start to think of this, but I don't know why I thought of that in the first place. I mean, it's none of my business at all.

On Saturday night we went to the pet store. I found a little guinea pig, and she's adorable.
This is her ->
I instantly fell in love with her.
I tried to make a deal with my mom. I was like 'When the tax return thing comes in, can we get her if she's still here?" So my mom's all like "Maybe. You have to find out if Molly (our current gp) will hurt her or not." So, I did my research. And guinea pigs love friends and can be put together. I really want this guinea pig so badly.
Today was the first time in like a year that I wasn't all anxious about going to school. Yay!
Therapy starts again tonight. I'm actually going to start being nice and cooperative because I want to be done there no later than June.
I l-l-loveee postsecret. I like live for it. I love reading the things people write. I don't know why but I find it kind of calming. I think it might be one of the best things ever invented, well besides dance obviously.
xoxo<3
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