Love Songs Suck and Fairytales Aren't True. And Happy Ending Hollywood Is Not For Me and You.

Pretty much every little fucking thing reminds me of Nick.
"Hot N Cold", "Right Na Na Na", his stupid brother and his myspace pictures, playing pool, Xbox, Guitar Hero, fucking every fucking thing.
I try my fucking hardest to forget about him, but then some stupid person or thing reminds me.

I don't think I am going to sleep much tonight. I have so much anxiety about school.
How many Abilify pills can I take before something bad happens?
I already cleaned my room, and that helped for a while, but now I'm all sdijjcfsajfwecwb again.
If you think you can do anything to help, uhm, text please?

I'm so like not focusable right now.
I can't write.
I'll be up for a while. Text me.