It Feels So Right Now, Hold Me Tight, Tell Me I'm The Only One.

Double post, I know.

I can't tell you how much I need a hug right now.
I would kill for someone to pull me close to them so I felt like they'd never let me go.
So I could feel loved and wanted. I want someone to love me unconditionally.
No matter how mentally screwed up I am, or how many break downs I have.
No matter how much I complain, or worry over stupid things.
Preferably a guy. But I know that's asking way too much.
I just need someone who I trust, who I can tell everything to.

On a totally different subject, but kind of the same,
I miss Tyler like crazy.
I miss being able to talk to him. He at least pretended to care, and he watched all of Anastasia with me, and didn't complain.
The fact that someone would do that for me?
I want him to be my friend again.
I want to talk to him again :(

5 days and counting since I last, you know.
I hate seeing the old scars on my legs.
(Like srsly old, they're from back like a month/month and a half ago. I stopped touching there for the sake of not getting caught in Florida since I was in a bathing suit and shorts.)
They bring me right back to the time it happened.
Back to me crying and writing out sorry / goodbye letters.
I am so thankful for the people who talked to me, and helped me get through those tough few weeks.
Without them, I most likely wouldn't be sitting here writing this right now.
Even though the people who I'm talking about probably don't read this..
Thank you guys, I love you all.

I'm going to get better soon. I sincerely think so.
I'm going to pull through this time.
I can do this.