Fuck It, Let's All Have Fun Let's Mingle. Slap a Bitch and Smack a Ho

Rory:
No, it's not funny when you pretend to grab my boobs, or pretend jack off. No one wants to see it. No one wants to hear your voice. I feel like you're always judging me and making stupid fucking references to past stuff. And I'm so sick and tired of it. And you know I'm on birth control? How? You asked Lindsey if I was taking my meds on vaca. It's none of your fucking business. Today you goes "Go talk to your doctor and he can be like 'Tell me whats wrong.' " No, you have no right to talk about my therapy. You don't even know what it is.

I lied. I know, I'm a horrible person. I don't like Mark. I thought it over, and I was just happy that night because I felt wanted. He's been texting me CONSTANTLY and he started sending me pictures of himself last night. So I sent him a picture of my grandpa's dog(: and he's all "Aww he's cute. Did you like the pictures of me?" I'm like "yeah.. but I'm going to bed now, good night." And then I stayed up another 45 minutes to see Shot at Love. I want him to leave me alone. He made jokes like "Oh, I'm your only stalker" and like, apparently, although he's not my only, he's deff becoming one.

My anxiety doctor decided that I "must not be thinking okay because I quit something I love (ECA)" I love that since I refuse to take my Abilify, it means I should be in I.O.P because it means I'm insane or some bullshit.

I can't stand this on again off again friendship. It's like you only talk to me when you need / want something. Sorry, but that's not how friendship works. So be a friend, or leave. Kthanks.

I hate when people make a big deal about me leaving ECA or keep asking why. I already feel guilty enough about it. Just stfu people.

I never feel completely comfortable around anyone. Only two people so far in my life; my grandpa and some kid. Oh and slowly some girls I dance with. I hate not being able to have conversations with people. I'm so socially awkward.

I'm reading the book Impulse. It's amazing. I'm going to read more.
I'll write more tmrw, if I have anything interesting to say.
Sorry that this was all bitching people out. And they're all guys (go figure ;])
Night.

xoxo<3