I Tried To Be Chill But You're So Hot That I Melted

I'm home.

My computer crashed. I wanted to put a picture from vacation in this blog cause it's me and linds in our bathing suits and I look thin for once. But I can't do that without a computer. Arrgh.

I beat Lindsey in pool. Now, I keep saying it's thanks to playing with Nick. But that sounds bad. So I have to fix it and "it's thanks to playing POOL with Nick." el oh el.

Florida was fun. I don't know what else to say about that.

Ohyeah. I met the disney princesses :DD We were waiting in line and the little kids had more paitience than me.

And my gerbil died while I was gone. But they did this thing where they put his foot prints in clay so we have that.

Blahdablahdablahdablah.

I haven't been to ECA in like 2 weeks. I'm leaving. And because I'm leaving I feel like a failure.

I'm also failing Bio. I'm not cut out for school. I'm so anxious about going back tmrw. I don't enjoy days off bc I stress the whole time.

I haven't done "anything" (figure out what that is guys, cause I don't want to say it on here) in a week and a half? And I want to. But I know I shouldn't. And that stresses me more.

I fail at everything. Fuck my life.

I should be happy.
Mark likes me. But I don't know if I like him like that. Blah. More stress? Maybe.

Kay. I'm going to watch Jimmy Neutron cause I feel like being a little kid today. Bye.

xoxo<3