I know I'm obsessing about this whole Nick thing.
But like you must understand, losing someone you felt so close to is hard.
I still wish I never met him, but I did, and he's now a part of my past, of my life.
I miss the nice Nick that I once knew. A lot.
His birthday is on Friday. And I'd feel bad not saying happy birthday.
We were fighting on my birthday and he still IMed to say it to me.
I think I've decided on IMing him just saying "Happy Birthday, Nicholas" on my new screen name. He doesn't know it, and when he IM's asking who it is, I'll just ignore it.
Haha, he told me he doesn't like the name Nicholas. But I love it, and think it's more fun than Nick.
Uhm, in other news?
My room's now all white.
I got in trouble, cause like I took more time taking pictures of my painting than I painted.
My mom did like all the painting.
We had bought a tester of the color I wanted, which was supposed to be a really light pink.
We tried the color out on the wall and it was bad.
So I need to find a new color now.
So I'm going to get killed for telling you this story if my mom finds out, but..
Her headlight on her car has been out for like a month now, and she hasn't gotten it fixed.
So tonight, a cop stops her. He's so totally a rookie, it's funny. He walks up to the passenger winder and goes "Ma'am, I pulled you over because your headlight is out." So she gives him all the stuff (license, registration) and he goes back to his car. He takes forever and the whole time Lindsey, Stephen, and I are making jokes about him and about World's Dumbest Criminals, and it totally pissed my mom off. After like 5/7 minutes he comes back, on the opposite side of the car, ahahaa, and tells my mom she has a warning. So we pull away, and like always, my ipod is plugged in to the car, so I put on the song "One Headlight" and I died laughing. The whole thing was pretty funny.
I have my anxiety doctor tmrw.
He's a jerk. And I hate him, extremely.
He has no personality whatsoever.
And at 10:30 in the morning, he's the last person I want to see.
I bought a Motion City Soundtrack shirt tonight, FUCKYES.
An addition to things I think are cute (in a guy)..
- When they can speak another language.
And this creepy possibly hobo guy kept like following us around.
And don't be like "Nichole, Just because he was a hobo doesn't mean he's creepy and he was following you." Because this guy was. And whenever he was behind us, he'd start walking faster. Finally, we're trying to walk faster to get away from him and I go "Guys, lets go in that alley so he'll walk by and he won't know we're here" and Linds & Beave were like "NO." and we keep walking and next thing we know when we turn around, the guy is walking into the alley. So then they're all "Good idea, Nichole." Haha.
Lindsey and I got the tickets to the Sing It Loud concert tonight. I'm like all excited. 48 days<3
Lindsey and I are going to Florida for 5 days for her birthday. I'm like all excited. 23 days<3
My mom just asked about how many classes I take at CSPA without VIPs.
I answered, 3, 4 with extra jazz.
And after I said that it hit me. I was like 'damn, I only take 3 classes'
It's so weird to say.
I had more to write.
I never remember what I planned on writing, ever.
*EDIT* (Stuff I forgot :P) :
Maybe I do believe in love.
Maybe I'm just afraid to believe in it because I'm afraid of feeling it, and then losing it.
Is it possible to love someone forever, even when they hate you?
Nick's brother comments me on myspace today and he's like "When will I see you at my house again?"
So I'm like "probably never, your brother hates me, haha"
Erik, (thinking he's smart?) goes "I'll invite you over to piss Nick off"
So I'm like "That'd be a bad idea, he'd kill us both"
And then I start picturing what Nick would most likely do in that situation. And I starting laughing.
Cause I would never put myself in that situation, and I don't think Erik is dumb enough to either. But it would be quite funny.
xoxo<3
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